I have not even been out of school for a week and I am all out of whack, I hate not having a routine. I am sleeping at crazy hours; I am flying by the seat of my pants, and going with the flow. Although that was enjoyable for a few days, I am now finding it frustrating.
I have not started my summer work schedule yet, which is going to be my full time schedule come September. I am pretty nervous about that, however it will get me back into a routine, which I am desperately in need of. I must add there is another perk; it will afford me the opportunity to, hopefully, buy a car (keep your fingers crossed.)
I had a few days off this week, just long enough to catch the flu/a cold. Which made this week a little bit less fun. That was not even what I thought to be the worst part of my week. My DVR broke, it was not taping my shows, it was taping random shows, and it wasn’t playing my shows back properly. I will tell you right now, I was losing it, and I thought my world was ending. Anyone who knows me knows I love my TV, however I never watch shows when they are on, I tape them and watch them when I have spare time. I was sick on the couch, and the only thing I wanted to do was to catch up on TV.
To me this event was a bummer, and then I realized how silly that seemed. Growing up I never watched much TV; I never played many video games. I was on my bike tearing through the neighborhood, kicking around on local soccer fields, coloring the streets with chalk, playing hide and go seek, building forts and even slingshots. The only thing I had to worry about in those days was cuts and scrapes, and making sure I was home in time for dinner.
I remember the days when you would walk to a friend’s house, and knock on their door to see if they were home, or if they wanted to come out and play. Nowadays that doesn’t happen, there is a constant stream of text messages and phones calls just to figure out who is free to hangout. Takes half the day to plan an outing, we waste all of this time “communicating” when we could just knock on the door and find out, when we could be out enjoying the time we have.
I was never someone who relied a lot on technology, and in the last few years there has been this huge shift in perspective. My phone is always on, I usually have a computer near by, I have a DVR, all of the channels one could dream of, I have an e-reader, and iPod, and all of this other junk. When did my life become about all of these possessions instead of being about a quick game of kick the can, or reading a comic book, or even just hanging out on the back deck.
This summer I need to get back to the things that really matter, trips for ice cream, beer on the deck, adventures to the lake, long days on the soccer field, roundtrips, and all around summer fun.